Poems from the poetry book “epoché”
Translated by Rimas Uzgiris
New Moon
what else can I learn
from the botanical books of memory
except how to forge a ring mount of first frost
for the gleaming stone of a plum
maybe I can also learn about white peony ceramics
glazed by ants in the heat of the sun
how fading light from the bowl of blueberries you picked
hatches a new and previously unseen moon
then we’ll sit on the meadow’s empty table
and wait
for tall Urania to rise to her full height
and button him up into proper orbit
Lava Lamp
I am reading her a poem before sleep
while an old lava lamp lights
the dark craters of the room
it lights the width and height of the everyday
the box she sometimes wishes
had more depth
we are comets with the tails chopped off
our burning heads crashing
to rest
Nida Blues
we are uncircled announcements
written on scraps of cold rain
I’m taking a leak in the old graveyard
feeling the gaze of a wooden reptile
like a nail hammered into my back
after six years the rotted-out
vacation cottages hold on ever more
hopefully above the abyss
and a cormorant unfolds his wings
into an elaborate hieroglyph
that even he can’t read
Parrot
Serenity is always homeless.
It stands on the gray platform and greets
empty intercity trains.
Her coat is too big, sporting
silly foam shoulder pads,
but it’s on them that all of our worries rest.
If on some gloomy April Saturday
you would be waiting for your train,
serenity would come up to you
and ask for a cigarette. Give her one.
Exchange at least a wordless,
sympathetic glance.
A purple parrot perches on her crooked shoulder.
You’ll never know how much it weighs.
Stone
condemned more than once for insatiability
I absorbed the touches
of all those fatuous believers
closed up and somber I accepted
the dates of longing engraved on me
by the mason’s weakening hands
but I swear I never had
the pride of my gray neighbor
lying there in the garden
who just the other day went hoarse
telling me how he comes from the ruins
of some multilingual high-rise tower
Fractions
fragments
fragments
nothing more valuable
collecting baby teeth
preserving a bloody silken string
scraping the moss off trees
the pelt off a young animal
sorrow with a new roof
within our bodies
always
fighting peace
the singed but sweet antidote
cream of wheat
jam
a meat tenderizer
scarred white doors
the volcano of inoculation
I secretly gaze
at how your birthmarks open
two brown fox’s eyes
I didn’t see
but I remember
we tread the emerald light of nettles
a bobber leaning to one side
the common rudd
swan metal
cu
ck
oo
fragments
fragments
apathy with Beckett’s face
souring yellow plums
heavy blankets
the cheapest bath gel
sperm washed down the drain
filming a ladybug coming apart
taking pictures of the dark
your name slowly lets me in
stones
canals
ultrasound
ultramarine
childishly black
green blood pastels
a highway gone dark
frogs failing to migrate
an indigo sky above the garage
fragments
fragments
crumbs
for a path leading out of the forest